| omg, it really has been a while...had been so busy, 3 months into clinical years and still, i don't feel like have any knowledge as a medic...and people started calling me 'doctor'.....yeah right! i can only diag-nonsense!
past few days have been crazy, sleeping 40 mins a day writing patient reports, there isn't much improvement from life on internal medicine ward. back then, my on-call day started at 5.30 and was scheduled to end at 22.00, but in practice, i never got out of hospital on the mark. life had been unimaginative, just a routine switch between hospital/dorm (specifically bed, too exhausted to study)/hospital/dorm....and the vicious cycle went on, no play time, no time to even get out of my campus (which is in middle of nowhere where i see rice fields everywhere i look, so out of touch), sleeping only a few hours/day....note: 5 hours sleep was considered oversleeping. there was so much to do in such a short time, crazy...
anyway, i'm studying/workin on surgical ward now, assisted appendectomy, attended breast cancer resection, but haven't stiched up anyone yet. so far, can't see myself being a surgeon, i don't know, don't feel like i've clicked with surgery.
just hope that i'll survive |
